hate it or love it.

it was a hot July night.  Normal for most people. filled with drive in movies and snowies.
for me. it was a night of lasts.
as far as I knew it.. this was the end of that summer for me.
the end of "I love you's". the end of goodnight texts. the end of being walked to my car.
but one thing stuck out to me that night.

"hate it or love it

the underdogs on top.."

played from the small radio on the nightstand.
we stood there. hoping this wasn't the moment but knowing it could no longer be delayed.
"you ready?" in my heart I was saying "NO!"
the last kiss.  it still lingers on my lips sometimes when memories fleet into my soul.
so 50 cent... I had to kiss him goodbye. hate it or love it.