i wanna grow down.

you know when you are young and ALL YOU WANT is for your family to tell you stuff.  
always feeling like the last to know (especially as the youngest). 
well if not, then try to imagine.
but I use to feel like this all the time and it drove me CRAZY. 
well now I am to the age where I get to know stuff now!
hold your excitement! it totally blows. 
everyone isn't "perfectly healthy, happy, and thriving".
I don't think life gets "harder" as you get older...as you get older you just know more.
I am SO DONE knowing things.  
I want to go back when everything was, as my sisters like to call it, rainbows and unicorns.  
anyone know where that place is? and in Utah please... can't afford to go to Disneyland everyday.